mesmerised, intoxicated and downrite drunk

its been a really long time since i've blogged....wonderin if i still can......lezzeee!!!!!!
i'm the luckiest guy in the world!!!!! totally and without doubt!!!!!
i sometimes wonder what i ever did netime to deserve what i have today...and all i can think is that..i havent done nething.....mayb something will be taken from me....but i wud let it go.....coz i'm blessed!!!!!!!
its very simple......what cud be better than just gettin lost when you look at her eyes......or just totally speechless when she holds you........really.......does love actually do all that????
dunno...wuddnt...have never loved before......never been loved so much too!!!
every instant seems to be fantastic and everything seems to be rite....like there can be no wrong...its all perfect as perfect as her...if there ever cud be ne comparison!!!
life throws out its treats.....though i must admit i'm a little scared.....little would be an understatement.............i never wanna lose her...ever!!!!!!