philo dude

Another day at work and another jolt with realisation.
Is this what i want to do with my life, is this where my car is heading, to a monotony of a 9 to 6 job, of an endless quest for a "career", a "future", a "life".
Please follow me as I estabilish my arguments and dwell on the fact that the solution to this problem is not as simple as it may seem. Some people believe I think too much, others condemn me as a pessimist, but very few if any realise that all I'm trying to do is weigh my options, making sure that I have before me what I call the worst of every bit of the argument so that I may know exactly what to expect and the extent to which it may, if at all, backfire.
Life may not be complicated but neither is that simple. There may be a theory forming in your mind that I do not know what I want for the headline under my name totally contradicts what I have stated in the lines above. For such minds, here's a piece of advice, stay with me on this!!!
very often all we need to do is make a decision, usually either in the affirmative or the negative, but not at the expense of the goal. Every decision must be weighed and considered, and then an outcome decided upon. Thoughtless action in the form of blatant madness hardly gets us anywhere.
Whew, enough for the day...until next time!!!

ze paradigm shift

Hmmmm.....I've been thinking, to get some decent writing in and not to be accussed of plagiarism is kinda difficult.
the problem started when some1 said:
" if every prelude has an aftermath, and every aftermath a prelude, why do anything at all??? "
doggone right!!!! don u think???
and here i go gettin carried away again when the sole objective of this very untimely post was to get me of the mark towards decent writing.
u know what: IT STILL IS !!!
I've been going thru the 7 habits of highly effective people for a second innings and well, am kinda inspired by the whole concept of the paradigm shift. it brings a whole new perspective to interpretation and gives emphasis to the change in the process rather than the endpoints. great concept.
think about it.....the world seems the way u luk at it.
in the book, covey gives an example of a dr.frankl who lived in the freudian era when every1 thought u could do what u could bcoz it was unto u to do it. he was a jew and locked away in prison camps during the nadir of human existence and the peak of nazi atrocities. at a time when our sense of decency would revolt rather instinctively at the mention of the physically and mentally degrading torture the prisoners were subjected to, frankl kept his mental liberty at par with those out in the open. he had realized that while the nazis could subject him to any sort of physical restraint, they could not supress his imagination. using this: a stark contradiction to freudian fundamentals.With a whole lot of luck on his side, he was finally released when the nazis were brought down and he later went bak to his former profession of a physician!!!
amazing story......we cud learn a lesson or two!!!!!
i just had to put this story somewhere.....it gives a whole new way to luk at life....for the only way we can be hurt is to allow some1 to hurt us.
until next time-----ciao!!

the vector debacle

u c when in 1st year, we has this subject called maths...( which i got an A in....hence the absence of the so called adjectives before the word ), and we had this topic called vectors. it sucked.....bigtime!!!!!!
and obviously, being the smart ass that i am...i left it to providence to get me thru' and it did.........read the bracketed phrase.
but now...a year later, it has come bak to haunt me.
dammit..the training project now has a task that i must solve ony by vectors and the fact that i know nuthin abt it has helped no matters. i'm totally and darned disgusted and not to mention stupendously screwed....( excuse my excessive alliterative use.)
and now on project time with nuthin better to do than fret over my incapability to think in vectorial aspects...i have taken to the next best thing to do.......write a post about my messed up fortune.
and did u know my results are out and that i have delivered yet another bone shattering performance...kudos to me!!! and that i spent the next few hours filling up my already bursting cranial membrane that mayb engg was not for me.....and then my eggtop cudnt take it anymore and dished out rather unsophisticated views on the matter to every1 on my messenger list.....hmmmmm.....not exciting is it??
now that i'm over it but not yet over the crap about my rotten luck abt vectors...i have really nuthin else to do but fret about it...so back to frettin....fret fret fret....sigh.....cya!!!!!

wakkao

hee haah.....big bang and the curtains...off with the drape.......its me.
hmm.last blog during the xams...this one in between a training project...not very sincere, am I??? Don answer that, I really don care.
neways people.....if there r any.... reading the crap i dish out.....what the???? at least for the sake of the let it out factor.....lets get bak to some serious blogging.
life has taken turns since i last surfed the portals of this text editor and every turn shall be carefully and rather acutely scrutinized and brought to the foyer...no strings attached.
first of all xams....man was i glad when they were done.......it was 8 days of pure torture....teeth grittable, fist clenchable and back whippable. was expecting some great stuff to happen in he next few days....had a few great plans...but then one evening changed it all......my wish never to be....not that 'tis my wish anymore. but the crushng sensation reeled as i slid into an alcohol enhanced and sorrow driven stupour of which i don think i'm totally out yet.
hell.......................
the journey home was one of its kind.....with plenty of entertainment as my groupmates began what normal people may refer to as monkey antics and what they call definitely a copywrite original masterpiece.nevertheless...the end was the best....had some1 spl cum n pick me up at the station.felt gud...that.
neways bak home..and again the old lecture on how long my hair was gettin.....i had it cut a week before mind u......met all, was happy and the my long deserved rest....................................................still....................was....................not to be!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pune time........had to get to pune to fix up my accomodation for training....at geometric software.
hmmmmmmmmmmm...so be it
pune it was and i met my gud ol frndz from skool...mount abu,ya u heard it rite...the famous hill station.......yeah...my gud 'ol skool mates. but be4 that...got a chance to test my driving skills in pune with my friend's car and yeah...passed with distinction.
met the guys...had port wine and then met the man whuz flat i wud be stayin in.kinda niccce....with hopefully a nicer flat.........i'm bad.
went bak home...and ate ate and ate.........and slept...and met frnds ..the usual stuff.
the day was here...goin to pune with my luggage or 2 months of paid masti....did i tell u i was being paid for that shit......hah...talk about nice things happenin to nice people!!!!!!!! ;P
got to pune and the flat and then received a mail from the company guys that they had arranged for me to stay at a 3 star hotel executive suite for a week......went bonkers and wondered as to how rozy cud life get.....not much more, i was sure........heh heh.........hope i aint rite.
day 1 at geometric n this huge induction programmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme...and i'm almost snoring as i realise with shocking effects that i am being taxed for what i was gettin.........man.......that sucks...bvut not as much as it does now after 300 odd lines of source code and the fact that i have to rewrite all that..............damn
cha cha......will blog bigger next time!!!!